BLOGGER RETREAT

I would love to get together and meet in person my blog friends that have stuck by side through my crappy almost 3 months! It was so sweet to get personal e-mails and kind words from you all. So now I want to meet you! OK, ok. How can we do this? Let's say VEGAS!!! Oh, ya, that's not fair I live here, OK then how about wine country?? No, that won't work, I hardly drink. UUUMMMMM HAWAII!!! Yes, that would be wonderful, don't you think?? I WISH, as I sit at my desk, with my sweat pants on, wondering if I will ever smile again.. OK, that was a bit dramatic, I even smiled as I was typing it, but I think you know what I mean. I needs some FUN, I am talking laughing out loud, holding my stomach from laughing so hard fun.. Almost peeing my pants fun. Hoping that moment will never end fun. I can not even remember the last time I felt that way, so I am day dreaming about it and a blog retreat. I bet you 10 to 1 they have them! And if they don't, we need to start one because I need a good excuse to get away from life for a few days. I think it would be wonderful to meet you guys, unless you really are guys, named Randy! A 56 year old, never been married and still living at his mothers house, with his cat named Madonna! Blogging 24/7 because he has never worked a day in his life, except for taking care of his alien mother.. (breath, breath). Sorry, my mind started to wander, I think it is a protection mechanism, that protects me from going crazy, even though it sounds crazy. I really just cracking myself up. So I thought I would share my dream of meeting all you wonderful people, that sent me such kind words. THANK YOU!! I will try and stay around this time. I miss commenting and your comments. Think about the retreat thing, really..Unless you are a dude.

MY NOT SO BABY BOY

BY THE WAY

By the way, my new stress release is gambling! Yes I know, not such a great thing to do, but I have made enough money to pay an attorney fee.. WOO HOO. My luck has been amazing, and I have met such great people, whom have no idea what I am going through, and I like it that way. They just see the happy go lucky girl that is covering up the mother of all freakazoid stressed out basket case, that I really am right now. Should have been an actress I guess!! LOL

NO, I DID NOT DIE

Sorry I have not been around. You all have been so nice with the private e-mails asking how I am and if I need to talk you are there for me. I LOVE THIS. I had no idea people cared that I have never met. thank you for this. I will be trying to get into the swing of things soon, so please do not give up on me! My life is CRAZY, and if I can not fix it, I think about it way too much. I need to let go, and know things will work out as they need too. I have so much to do all of the time and it is so stressful that it takes from my creative side. It is funny that I am one way or another, no middle ground for me. I miss you all, and will try to get back in the game very soon. I tend to shut down socially during high stress. I do not think that it is a good thing, but I do not like to bring people down, life is hard as it is and you do not need my stuff on top of all yours. THANK YOU ALL.

My DIrty Little Secret

Really not so dirty or much of a secret, but I was hoping to get your attention for some comments. You know how I go to the casino for a little R&R. Well I have made Friends with a few of the bartenders at a video poker bar. This is new for me, the video poker thing, not meeting people, I have always been good at that one. Well, this bartender named Christian whom happens to be THE best bartender in world 9 times in a row! Huge feet if you could only see him in action, we have kind of struck up a friendship in a funny girl guy way. He knows I am very happy, married, with babe, but we click as friends. I tend to have male friends always have. Well any way, he has invited my husband and I or friend to the world bartender contest that happens to be in Vegas this year, and I am thinking this might be a fun thing to do! I was a bartender in my past life, meaning before marriage and motherhood, and loved it. I actually showed them a bar towel trick, that is very funny when you are with the girls havering a few cocktails. What was really funny, is not one of those twenty somethings had ever seen it, yes I felt like a dinosaur for a brief moment! But we had a laugh and I showed tham all how to do it. I know some people think is strange to have male friends, but not me, it's just the way I roll.. My husband knows me very well, and actually knows Christian from work, so this may be a lot of fun, and I can not wait to tell you all about it!

Hey, I can not tell you what I am thinking..

What has happened? Do I not have the secret code, or the brains to figure out why I can not leave some of you comments, Heather and Lisa. What happened, did you two change something on me, and my lack of computer technology is showing? I need to leave comments, I want to leave comments, and while I am begging, I want to be tagged too!! I would love to tell you guys things you do not know about me.. How pathetic am I to beg to be tagged, I realize I have not really earned it, but I think it would be really fun. ME ME ME please tag ME!! And I think I am ready to make my blog cool. What is the best way to go about this, for a not so computer literate person?? I am ready to pull up my skirt and join the big girls..

DAD IS IN TOWN

I have not been on your sites but I will be reading a catching up as soon as I can. My dad is with us a few day's and we are spending as much time with him as we can. So sorry about not leaving my usual smart ass remarks or advise, but I promise I will catch up this week. By the way, I took down my last blog do to the back lash!! I should have seen that one coming. My friends read them, but do not have a blog, what is up with that? They should make everyone have a site with some sort of something so you know who has been watching you! I think that should be a BLOG LAW!! LOL Miss you all and I can not wait to read all your fun and interesting words of wisdom and smartassness soon.. I do not think that is a word, but I like the way it sounds, smartassness!! CHEERS..